He always gives me His Words at the exact time my heart is in need of them. I have only to listen for His Voice.
"Don't be afraid."
He was touching me to my inner self, the place where I try to hide emotions, thoughts, parts of me, I don't want to deal with. Things that complicate living this life. I have found there are some things easier to deal with packed away in this hidden place of my heart.
I once listened to words in a sermon regarding the wearing of masks in different situations. I thought about those I wear a mask around and am in constant turmoil because I am not being as He designed me to be. It is often the mask of defensiveness, guarded, cold, and walled. I know this is opposite of how He created me because when not wearing this mask, I feel the freedom and peace within the all of "me". He is growing "me" to have faith in His defense and protection instead of the false security of "the mask".
In a study I am doing, there was the question, "what is your deepest fear?". I came away discovering it is, "what if the lies I have been surrounded by are really The Truth". "What if I am wrong in how I am walking?"
In moments of doubt, He has opened my eyes to His Word and reading accounts of those whom He never let down. I look about to those who are alive today, whom I know are walking "in" Him by their fruits and see also my fruits are a reflection of Him. satan wants nothing more than for us to step off of the foundation of Him and step into the quicksand of fear and doubt.
I got up to walk into the house and again was drawn to one last look at His moon. I knew our ABBA had taken the all of "me" and put my focus back upon Him. Without doubt I know He will be with me tomorrow and always, just as He is now. He is in complete control and I am able to stand on His promises - no matter what I will be walking through on my way Home to Him.
How He always speaks to me through His Words.
With His touch, I have opened my "eyes and looked around, all I see is Jesus, only Jesus."