Looking back, there were many times I felt God wasn't with me. I wondered why I was put into certain situations or the treatment I received, in which I had no control over.
There were many times I felt totally alone.
Deep down within me there was such a void, such a deep, deep void.
I ached because of it.
Since I have begun walking in an intimate relationship with our ABBA, I have learned He was and is always with me. There was never a time He wasn't. The situations I was in, came about because of the consequences of free will. It wasn't part of His plan. It was of the world.
Today, I am so aware of His being with me through all trials, tribulations, joys, sorrows - the all of my life. I am filled with The Fruits of The Spirit within me. When there are those who tell me they don't feel He is with them, I gently try to put their focus back onto Him, off of themselves and the lies of the world. They too, are never alone.